Deep Breath In... 1, 2, 3...
We're moving.
There. I said it.
For months I've thought about how I would write this blog... and let me just say I am SOOOOOOOO thankful I did not write it when I first found out, what with my treacherous tongue issues, I was sure to say something I'd regret. But now that it's been awhile there is a lot less pain in the reality of it than there once was. There is sadness, for so many reasons, but there is also a joy in knowing that this house is not my true home and this earth is not my final destination. And when I start to view my everyday life in the light of the Kingdom to come, it really doesn't matter where I live, it really doesn't.
So we're moving, like, really soon. When? you might ask... I dunno. Soon. (Sorry, sweet Au Pair... hope you're cool with boxes, couches and chaos.) A few weeks maybe? By the end of June for sure. HOLY SMOKES SOON!
Where? you might also ask. I dunno. We're going to rent for awhile, and apparently having four kids is right up there with the "no pets" clause. So we're praying, praying, praying that the Lord will lead us to the perfect place for our fam, and quickly.
Pray with us! This is a CRAZY time. A stressful, disappointing, chaotic, no fun time. I took a Stress Rate Test and thought of my life over the last 6 months. I scored a 347. This is what is going to happen to me...
"If your score is over 300 the probability of becoming ill increases to 80%. Your chance of developing a serious illness or heart disease is extremely high. Stress reduction should now be a top priority. Please consider making some adjustment to your life style as well. Relaxation therapy is something that you have to do urgently."
Basically I read that as, "GO TO BURKE WILLIAMS NOW!".
But, because my hope is not in the things of this world, my hope is in the Lord alone, I am confident that no matter where I live, and no matter how high my stress rating is - through the sweet grace of Jesus - I can still be a blessing to Him.
Whoa, Sarah, getting kinda preachy eh? You bet I am! I'm tired of being all smiley and Orange County-ish. It's Christ or nothing. There is no me without him. And I cannot write a blog about a HUGE disappointment in my life without turing it back to Christ and giving him all the praise for getting us through a time when a lot of couples would throw in the towel. Resentment, anger, bitterness,- all lies the enemy wants me to eat up so that there will be one less God fearing couple out there who, instead of folding under the pressure, clings to the strength and the vision of the Lord and teaches our children to do the same. Can I get an amen?! :-)
Amen.
There. I said it.
For months I've thought about how I would write this blog... and let me just say I am SOOOOOOOO thankful I did not write it when I first found out, what with my treacherous tongue issues, I was sure to say something I'd regret. But now that it's been awhile there is a lot less pain in the reality of it than there once was. There is sadness, for so many reasons, but there is also a joy in knowing that this house is not my true home and this earth is not my final destination. And when I start to view my everyday life in the light of the Kingdom to come, it really doesn't matter where I live, it really doesn't.
So we're moving, like, really soon. When? you might ask... I dunno. Soon. (Sorry, sweet Au Pair... hope you're cool with boxes, couches and chaos.) A few weeks maybe? By the end of June for sure. HOLY SMOKES SOON!
Where? you might also ask. I dunno. We're going to rent for awhile, and apparently having four kids is right up there with the "no pets" clause. So we're praying, praying, praying that the Lord will lead us to the perfect place for our fam, and quickly.
Pray with us! This is a CRAZY time. A stressful, disappointing, chaotic, no fun time. I took a Stress Rate Test and thought of my life over the last 6 months. I scored a 347. This is what is going to happen to me...
"If your score is over 300 the probability of becoming ill increases to 80%. Your chance of developing a serious illness or heart disease is extremely high. Stress reduction should now be a top priority. Please consider making some adjustment to your life style as well. Relaxation therapy is something that you have to do urgently."
Basically I read that as, "GO TO BURKE WILLIAMS NOW!".
But, because my hope is not in the things of this world, my hope is in the Lord alone, I am confident that no matter where I live, and no matter how high my stress rating is - through the sweet grace of Jesus - I can still be a blessing to Him.
Whoa, Sarah, getting kinda preachy eh? You bet I am! I'm tired of being all smiley and Orange County-ish. It's Christ or nothing. There is no me without him. And I cannot write a blog about a HUGE disappointment in my life without turing it back to Christ and giving him all the praise for getting us through a time when a lot of couples would throw in the towel. Resentment, anger, bitterness,- all lies the enemy wants me to eat up so that there will be one less God fearing couple out there who, instead of folding under the pressure, clings to the strength and the vision of the Lord and teaches our children to do the same. Can I get an amen?! :-)
Amen.
Comments
And just so you know, Casa de Wilson will take all the Fitz kids... just no pets. So you're in here!
I will be praying for your next step.
...and for your stress, my gosh, Sarah 347?!
I like it so much because it reminds me that God is God no matter how I feel or what I'm going through. You have a great perspective on this. I only hope when I find myself in a situation like yours I will respond with an attitude of worship and trust in Him like you have.
Who knows...maybe there is a new neighbor who really needs to meet Jesus and you are the one to introduce them. I am praying for you for peace and your heavy burden to be lifted. May you find a home where your family will thrive.
Also, Kyle & I will be at the Village on the 12th and 13th and will be available to help with whatever.
M
I score a 287 :/